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but we can't give up, right? i mean, we've all been in worse situations and gotten out of those, right? er have we rly well... hm. no, i guess we haven't. i guess this like, may be quite literally the worst thing that's ever happened?? i mean, not to put too fine a point on ranking shitty things. but this is about as unbelievably shitty as it gets. i keep thinking about what i could have done to... or what i STILL could do if only i... if somehow i could learn to control this... or like, even better understand this... this stupid, zappy, retconny... WHATEVER IT IS. bluh. john yo chill chill? yes maybe we should try to like not worry about shit so much anymore why not? there are so many problems! i know i know all about the problems and we are both way brave and all im sure between us we proved that hella many times already but man i never wanted anything more than to meet my mom to meet rose i mean and to just be with her and talk and try to understand this bond i felt like we always had without ever knowin each other i kept getting so close dreamin about her... wakin up too soon... and finally the last time i woke up was just in time to see her die its like the witch was holding out just long enough for the dream to feel like a real possibility before taking it away then u take that ultrasad thing and pile on all the other brutal manure raining down on this epic shit charade and ive got to say john this is starting to feel an awful lot like the end the end? yeah whatever the end of the road feels like has gotta feel like this maybe we should just admit to ourselves this is probably what its like when you find yourself in a timeline where everything went wrong and you know it means youre doomed and the only thing left to do is face the fact you have to ride it out into nothingness stop worryin so much and try to let it go you mean, like. ... what do you mean? i mean accept that we lost admit that the people we wanted to be with the life we always wanted it was never gonna happen except maybe in the afterlife our friends are there callies there my mom is there why shouldnt we be there too why not just let the doomed timeline work its gloomy majyyks and slip away into nothing with the rest of this mess ...
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