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Anyway, I have no idea what to do now. Her ill-advised power play has ruined everything. well we still have this treasure here why dont we just do the shit without her you could whip up another ghost army march it strait to english and start beatin him down I don't think so. why not If you want to know the truth........ When we were manipul8ting all those ghosts, Aranea was doing most of the work. Her a8ilities are a lot more advanced than mine. I guess 8ecause she's 8een around for so long? I was kind of riding her coattails, making it seem like it was a true colla8oration 8etween us. It was actually very nice of her to allow people to get that impression. She didn't have to. I should have just told every8ody that. I guess I wanted to 8elieve it too. Like we were equal partners in crime. Ancestor and descendant united at last, and working gr8 together. I hope you don't think that makes me a huge phony. why would i give a fish about that Yeah. You're right, you wouldn't. I shouldn't 8e saying needy shit like that. I'm just a 8it depressed, 8ecause it feels like I'm running out of friends all over again. i hear you she ditched me too cant blame her i guess what can i say girl loves her piratesona she wanna be dat pirate chick so bad who am i to fault ambition she cast her lure into the lake of cute but dumbass dreams i think her mindfang ideal is ridic to be lochness with you that journal man tales from the pirate who wont shut up but then im not one to talk about hero worship i think my adult self happens to be the best best greatest most perfect beautiful woman -----EV-----ER an if you axed me if i wanted a crack at her job id be like glub yes put me down for T)(AT so i legit hope it works out for her but yeah that dont mean i didnt get ditched and that just 38( makes me reel sad Same. you sure we cant salvage the plan without her I don't know. Possi8ly? The way I was picturing it, a major feature of the original three pronged approach was to use the army to lead a first wave assault against him. Then while he was preoccupied 8y all those ghosts swamping him, I would go in for the kill with the secret weapon. So without an army, I guess we'd need to get close enough to him to use it 8efore he killed us. like uh sneak up on him? I guess. 8ut I get the feeling Lord English is not the kind of guy you can just sneak up on. kay what if i found some way to teleport over to him and i beat the shit out of him with my wrestling moves then you bust out the weapon Hahahaha. That would 8e awesome, if somewhat implausi8le. I guess we can think it over. 8ut if we're getting real here, this has all made me feel pretty lukewarm on the plan. Aranea checking the fuck out. And me recoiling at her hu8ris, which is o8viously just........ My OWN 8ullshit, getting thrown 8ack in my face? It's a 8it much. You have to 8e a8le to trust your own judgment to make good plans, right? I don't know if I do anymore. I certainly don't right now. Remem8er when our crew started re8elling against me in that cave, and I was kind of lashing out? I think I might have 8een forcing it a little? Like that whole dramatic speech I gave when I jumped into the flaming pit. Was that really a genuine thing, or like, a desper8te last attempt to 8e who I think I should 8e? that was badass though i mean yeah you were chewin the scenery an being hammy as fuck but i thought it was cool and kinda funny It wasn't supposed to 8e funny though!!!!!!!! oh Ah man. I really don't know what to do. I'm too depressed to think proactively a8out any of this. May8e the truth is I don't even care all that much if anyone stops Lord English. I think all I really cared a8out was getting to do it myself. thats a good enough reason if you ask me but hey if you aint feelin it you aint feelin it What if we just........ Gave up on the mission? gave up Yeah. What do you think. um sure Sure? You don't think that would 8e a wussy move? well yeah it would be if a couple of cowards did it but that aint us so we cool to do whatev That's a very good point. nofin wrong with stickin a fork in a shit idea that just makes you miserable hell the best choice i ever made involved givin up one day i said fuck da throne ran off to the moon thats how this whole crazy mess kicked off and if i didnt do that i wouldnt of met you 38) ::::)
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