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omg that is amazing? like u have wings or such no! i doUbt i am what yoU're pictUring. bUt aside from a few sUperficial similarities, we are very different from trolls and hUmans. we are not a social race. we generally will not ever encoUnter another of oUr kind, Unless it is time to mate. and when that time comes, oUr coUrtship is nothing like it is for hUmans. it is highly confrontational and violent. sounds so lonely plus w/ hecks of tricky sex it is lonely. bUt that is in oUr natUre, to be alone. jUst as it is to find attraction throUgh contempt. now that i think aboUt it, i shoUld have known. i've been so foolish. known what aboUt the natUre of my game session. i believed he and i coUld play together, even Under oUr UniqUe biological circUmstances. i was so daft, i thoUght skaia had actUally made an exception for Us. and that we coUld overcome oUr conflicts, work together, and fUlfill the game's minimUm reqUirement of two players. one of space and the other of time. bUt i was always fooling myself. it is now clear only one of Us will sUrvive. my skaian visions have misled me. or i have blinded myself to their trUe meaning. this was always meant to be a session of one. and i am finally starting to Understand... the reality of that coUld have conseqUences more horrifying than we coUld begin to imagine. um how the thing is, yoU don't know him like i do. as hard as it may be to believe, he is even worse than yoU think. and it's all sUch a shame, not jUst becaUse of that. it is a shame that i won't be able to play, i gUess for selfish reasons. i was so looking forward to it. i really thoUght i was going to be someone special. that i coUld Use my abilities do something no one had ever done. hey you are being so defeatist stop that! you dont know you wont play we havent even tried the wakeup call yet remembr??? yes. you're right. mUch like skaia, i've sUccUmbed to a gloomier outlook lately, due to recent setbacks. so whats going to be special bout your game? aside from that its just your fuckhead bro and you well, i was always led to believe i woUld be an extraordinary type of player. both of Us woUld be. we are both assigned extremely rare and powerfUl classes. they are the two master classes! oh yeh? what is urs mine is the most passive on the scale. a class designated for females only. i am the mUse of space. ^u^ sounds p cool whats a muse do i'm not entirely sUre. i was hoping to discover that on my joUrney. anyway, his is the other master class. the most active class of all, reserved for male players. what is it Um... roxy. i think we may be getting a wee bit carried away with trivia here. we both have so mUch to do. yoU need to focUs on getting to safety, while i need to... prepare myself. for what i hope will be a short nap. ok you are right la siiiiiigh im worried 4 you but optimistic i will call ur name like a million times and shout it in 2 the void every chance i get til u come back :3 you are a good friend, roxy. please take care.
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