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I GUESS I DON'T HAVE MUCH ENERGY LEFT TO ARGUE ABOUT PASSWORDS. I DIDN'T EVEN GET A PASSWORD LAST TIME. I HAD TO LEAVE ABRUPTLY BECAUSE SOLLUX AND ERIDAN STARTED DUELING AGAIN. AND THEN FEFERI AND KANAYA... IT ALL HAPPENED SO FAST. AND NOW GAMZEE IS HUNTING US ALL DOWN IN MURDER MODE. HE'S BEEN TAUNTING ME THROUGH OTHER PEOPLE'S MESSAGING DEVICES. AND LEAVING ME DISTURBING NOTES. I'M SURE OTHERS MUST BE DEAD BY NOW. AND NOW SOLLUX IS BLIND AND I LOST TRACK OF HIM SOMEHOW. I HEARD A STRAY HONK AND I RAN AND WE GOT SEPARATED AND I'M STARTING TO THINK THAT THIS MUST BE A DOOMED TIMELINE THAT'S WHY I CAN'T GET IN TOUCH WITH ANYONE THEY MUST BE DROPPING LIKE BEHEMOTH LEAVINGS OUT THERE. AND THAT MUST BE WHY FUTURE KANAYA WAS TALKING IN THIS MEMO BUT NOW SHE'S DEAD... WHICH MAKES THAT IMPOSSIBLE. IT WASN'T SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN THIS WAY. GAMZEE ISN'T SUPPOSED TO GO CRAZY. I THINK IF HE DOES IT MEANS WE FUCKED SOMETHING UP. IT MEANS *I* FUCKED SOMETHING UP. HE'S MY RESPONSIBILITY, I HAVE TO MAKE SURE HE'S SAFE. AND I DIDN'T DO THAT. ONE TIME, ONE OF THE DOOMED ARADIAS TOLD ME SHE CAME FROM A TIME WHERE HE FLIPPED OUT AND KILLED EVERYBODY, BECAUSE OF MY FAILURE. I DIDN'T TAKE HER SERIOUSLY, BUT I SHOULD HAVE. SHE WAS CONSTANTLY FIXING MY FUCKUPS. ROBOTS FROM THE FUTURE ALWAYS COMING BACK TO TELL ME HOW SOME HASTY SHIT I DID WITH FROG BREEDING OR WHATEVER WOULD MAKE IT BE IMPOSSIBLE TO WIN. MY OWN PERSONAL MISTAKES PROBABLY ACCOUNTED FOR MORE DOOMED ARADIABOTS THAN ANYTHING ELSE. WHICH WAS SORT OF A SILVER LINING I GUESS? I DON'T THINK WE WOULD HAVE BEATEN THE KING WITHOUT HER ARMY. NOT THAT IT MATTERS ANYMORE. I'VE OBVIOUSLY BECOME JUST ANOTHER GUY IN A DOOMED TIMELINE WATCHING EVERYONE AROUND HIM DIE. I WAS JUST SITTING HERE WONDERING WHAT I COULD HAVE DONE WRONG THIS TIME TO MAKE THE TIMELINE TAKE A WRONG TURN AND PINPOINTING IT SEEMED OVERWHELMING SINCE I'VE MADE MORE TERRIBLE DECISIONS THAN I CAN EVEN COUNT. BUT I THINK LOOKING BACK I KNOW WHAT IT IS NOW.
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