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ok what is going on over here then is this some disturbing ghost hallucination should i start slapping myself or what no this actually did happen i dont remember this thats because it isnt your memory this is alpha dave the one who chose not to take the nap which led to your death fuck lucky bastard so then i guess terezi tricked me did she didnt you ask for this it would have been cool to know if picking one option would definitely kill me pointlessly so yeah but i guess i kept giving her shit about it and i knew she was kind of crazy and morbid anyways so whatever is bro dead there evidently like in reality like thats a thing that really happened also is reality still a thing that means something can that be a question on the table too yes yes and yes yes it can be on the table and yes reality still means something and yes your guardian did die well dammit what did i do wrong aside from getting my ass killed in the most retarded way possible nothing all is well and as it should be whats he doing alpha me what would you be doing there if you were him i am him even better! i dunno would you be upset yeah sorta then maybe what you are doing is grieving in whatever way that comes naturally to you maybe you are lucky to be able to i could not for a long time but now that i can again im so relieved because i have discovered there is no reason to grieve! ok am i talking to someone there looks like it who who do you suspect you would be talking to in this situation probably terezi i guess maybe she is helping you through this i dunno would she do that you were helping her werent you was i i think so the living need each others help just like the dead do alpha dave still has a long way to go hes still not at ease with his mortality but people like us have to be! we have to be prepared to die a thousand deaths before our quest is complete the master we serve demands it so im just one dead dave offered up to the time god pretty much what about the other dead daves they come here too in their own bubbles you may cross paths with them if you wish uh i think im up to my neck in dave already just being one ha i know the feeling :) still doesnt seem right though why are you even here like why are you showing me this im not showing you im just visiting your bubble it projects your thoughts and memories as well as other things relevant to you much like the clouds do in skaia but like if im seeing this shouldnt i be able to do something about it or stop it from happening or i dont know like anything to keep helping my friends what do i do nothing none of this is your business anymore its time to move on
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