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so... what about jack? What a8out him? are you still planning on killing him? Hmmmmmmmm. that would be a constructive way to use your killer troll instincts, even by human standards. it is much better than killing friends. Yeah, you're right. And to tell you the truth, part of the reason I wanted to kill him was to protect them. It's not just a8out glory you know. 8ecause if I don't do it, then who will? well, we have a plan to defeat him too, so there's that. Yes, I know a8out your plan. I guess two plans are 8etter than one, right? yeah. so... will you go fight him then? Man, I don't know anymore. It's one reason I'm freaking out a8out this. A8out feeling 8ad a8out a simple, perfectly justifia8le killing. If I can't handle that, doesn't it mean I'm not as strong as I thought? What hope do I have against Jack if that's the case? for whatever it's worth coming from a human, feeling remorse doesn't make you weak! i bet you are still really strong. but then, i'm not sure if i actually want to encourage you to go off fighting him... because as strong as you probably are, it sounds like he is REALLY strong. and even though you killed tons of people, i think i would still be pretty sad if you died. Aw. ::::) so maybe you should just let us handle it? at least we won't fight him directly. I don't know. Even though I'm conflicted, it still feels like something I have to do. I admit, I'm pretty scared thinking a8out it. Not of him necessarily, 8ut of the fact that I apparently don't know myself as well as I 8elieved. What if I'm not as lucky as I thought? What if I do not in fact have ALLLLLLLL of the luck? well, maybe you don't? all of the luck sounds like an awful lot of luck to have. Exactly! 8ut then, if there is no chance of catching a 8ad 8r8k, then taking a risk doesn't even qualify as 8r8very, does it? It isn't even a risk, 8y definition!!!!!!!! So if this is going to mean anything, I guess I just have to find the strength from somewhere to go through with it. More than just the fakey strength that comes from turning a 8lind eye to all your flaws. You know what I mean? heh. Hmm........ what?
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